
I know whats what and especially what and who is by my side

I know everyone that tells me they love me doesn’t love me all the time especially when im doing better than alright & they have to watch it from whatever point they at in their life I know if it was a dark night where all the odds were against my side & my skill went to whoever took my life they’d done me off with a big smile & maybe evn post it for some likes I’ll take loyalty over an oh my & emoji fire I was tryna get thru that statement to get to saying I’m not a time in my life where pats on the shoulder help get me by I got plans I can’t talk about with more than like 4 guys because the last time I shared em with someone on the outside…well that’s another story for another night My urge for revenge wins the game against my good guy inside every single fckn time

I purposely try to forget what went on between some ppl and I because I know I’m not a forgiving guy even when I try I can’t remember the last time someone put they phone down, looked me in the eyes and asked my current insight on the timesīut I remember every single time someone shined a light in my eyes That’s some real detrimental shit but that’s that shit my perfectionist mind doesn’t really mind because no one knows whats on my mind when I go to sleep at 9 & wake up at 5 – unless I say it in rhyme I work with every breath in my body cause it’s the work not air that makes me feel alive

I let my humbleness turn to numbness at times letting time go by knowing I got the endurance to catch it another time When the album landed on Apple Music, it was accompanied by a long message by Drake, presenting the record his own way and giving many hints about the general mood and meanings of the tracklist. Honestly Nevermind: the meaning of the album presented by Drake
